Part 2: Section X

Waking up the next morning, Julia and I look out the window as wek talk. I state, "We are the dead." A familiar voice mimicked and said, "You are the dead." Behind of the painting of St. Clement's Chapel was a telescreen. The Party's troop members smashing their way into the room, meanwhile knocking down the paperweight. They torture Julia as I try to stay strong. Mr. Charrington walks in. Who would have guessed? Mr. Charrington? A member of the Thought Police?

Part 2: Section IX

Hate Week is always the worst. Piles of work and 90 hours worked in one week is never easy. It is exhausting. It is astonishing to me how much control the Party has over the people and the way they make them blame Goldstein for sabotage. How much control the Party has is obvious.

I recieved the book and reading it, it explains the Party's slogans. Reading this gives me a sigh of relief that I am not the only one in this world who disagrees with the Party. It gives me a sense of hope that there is a light at the end of this dark tunnel. I fell asleep reading the book to Julia, as did she.

Part 2: Section VIII

Julia and I met with O'Brien. When we arrived to his place, he turned off the telescreen! I had never seen it before. For once we had privacy. It was new to me. Everything I wanted to hear, O'Brien told me. I would do anything he commanded me to do to be a part of the Brotherhood. He promised to give Julia and I the book, Goldstein's guide to the Brother, and the Party's mindset.

O'Brien told us that we would meet again. I knew he would agree when I finished his sentence, "in the place where there is no darkness."

Part 2: Section VII

I am dreaming of my family more than ever. The feeling of knowing I was so selfish towards my family. With the little amount of food we had, I demanded it. I sat back and watched my sister and mother starve. I am the reason they are gone; the reason I do not know them. The problem is, I can't feel. The Party has taken away my right to feel, my right to have a free mind and care about my family not being around. All Party members are not real without the right to feel.

Julia and I know that one day we will be caught. We will not stop what we are doing though. No matter what, Julia and I know that throughout it all we will never stop loving each other and when it comes time to confess we will, but right now we spend our time together.

Part 2: Section VI

Today was good. I spoke with O'Brien and he advised me to come by his place. He found a way for us to talk. For me to possibly become a part of the Brotherhood. One day this meeting with O'Brien will mean something. It will all be worth it in the end. My goal is to create a better world for the citizens of Oceania. One where Big Brother and the Party does not rule over us and is not watching our every move.

Part 2: Section V

Syme is gone. He was too smart. His curiosity was too much. The entire Oceania is in preparation for Hate Week. I wish there was no Hate Week because it is just another way for the Party to force Oceania citizens into obedience.

I cannot get Julia off of my mind and my love for her. I sit and wait for Katherine to die so that Julia and I have a chance to be together. Julia does not care about rebellion, she just hates the Brotherhood and Goldstein because she does not believe in it. For some reason though, she believes in my relationship with O'Brien. Will she come around?

Part 2: Section IV

I found a place for Julia and I. It is our place to get away, to be together in our own silence. It was a place where we could be away from everyone. Just the two of us, no distractions.

When we met, Julia brought the extravagent items of the Inner Party food. Coffee, sugar, bread; it all tasted wonderful. The fod was not the only things she brought. She brought makeup. Julia looked like a woman, she was ravishing. It was different from her overalls.

Spending time with Julia in the room about Mr. Charrington's shop was perfect, except for one thing; there was a rat. I can handle anything, but a rat I cannot handle. I am afraid of rats and not many people know that, but rats are different than any other kind of fear.

Julia and I studied the paperweight. I told her it was never changing, it was an artifact to our past, and it was the symbol of Julia and I being together. Her and I, stuck in our own place, forever, with no distractions and everything perfectly in place.