I am dreaming of my family more than ever. The feeling of knowing I was so selfish towards my family. With the little amount of food we had, I demanded it. I sat back and watched my sister and mother starve. I am the reason they are gone; the reason I do not know them. The problem is, I can't feel. The Party has taken away my right to feel, my right to have a free mind and care about my family not being around. All Party members are not real without the right to feel.
Julia and I know that one day we will be caught. We will not stop what we are doing though. No matter what, Julia and I know that throughout it all we will never stop loving each other and when it comes time to confess we will, but right now we spend our time together.
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